October 23th, 2012

I decided to write something about my life when it's going so worst or great, only few moments that i decided to wrote 'bout it. Maybe someday when i'm gettin older, the October 23th, 2012 always be here in my heart, my mind when i passed a new gate of life journey. I can't realize what happen with my life. The ask is always "what's happening?" . So do I. I'm keeping survive right now, with all my hopes, dreams, but i can't live normally. So what's happening?

I believe in one thing that God always give the way when people faced problems. And i wish i got one too. But actually i never do 'shalat' as my daily pray, I just pray everywhere, when i sit, when i'm going to sleep, and everywhere. Was this counted as I pray to God? I don't know. I just need Your help.

I know that my life doesn't perfect as a fairytale. I know that. But I believe one thing that if we do a hard work and pray, it will be happen. It will be happen, please. No more mistakes please.

I'm so sorry please..